Does anyone have a book?
"How to erradicate an ex-girlfriend for FOREVER"

i just need that kind of book...
i dont know what to say or do about it.
ok, so yeah i have a big dilemma about ex gfs.
are they some kinda like post-its? coz they are
very sticky. and is really gettin into my friggin nerves.
and what i hated hated hated most..is when theyre
trying to say indirectly that im the effin reason
why they dont care about their whole god damn life anymore..
just because they

"CANT SEEM TO LET ME GO...and TAKE ME OUT OF THEIR LIFE."

waaaaaahhh! hell its making me crazy!
one just told me today that she cant even TRY to let me go.
and oh my God what did i do??????? i am the culprit of
all the crap you're goin in to? no no no...wait?
i didnt do anything!RIGHT?
when we were together you, NOT ME made the biggest mistake.
and i was so fucking blind about it.. and bloody hell
when we was together you were pushing me into something
i didnt even do...but that time your conscience is killing
you already. why? because its not me who committed anythin.
IT WAS YOU! and now you're telling me you dont care about
your LIFE because we're not together anymore????

do i have to knock inside ur head to let you understand
that "US" dont exist anymore?

BULLOCKS!!! Damn!

Hated most when my killer migraine strikes.
A futile feeling is worst that i could get
when i am experiencing that pain.
it hurts to think, to expose or unexpose my
eyes either way the pain won't go away.
pain relievers is just stealing a couple of
minutes so with ice bags i put all over my head
and face. oh well, i just wish i could simply
snap it out and sleep. and yeah even sleep, migraine
can be a very good driving force of not sleeping at all.

So i tried watching tv instead, tire myself to hell.
and prolly by that i may be able to sleep in a lil while.
and again its not working.. pfft!

scanning thru tv channels, i saw this show in TFC. anyways,
the host said if like you have a partner and if the two
of you are fighting.. try this:

Fighting(Arguing) both naked...coz its like all defenses down.
its more like being transparent with one another.
just an experiment..though this sitch isnt an infallible
solution for a couple while fighting but it might help
seeing thru one another's bad and good side MORE.

sure, why not. if ever in the future i'll have someone. hahaha!

Here's a lil something..a flip delicacy.

Fish Fillet (4 cuts/pcs)
Garlic Crushed (4)
Onion Sliced thinly (1)
White Cane Vinegar (1/2 cup)
Salt (1 tsp)
Ground Pepper (1 tsp)
Water (1/4 cup)
Big Green Bell Pepper Sliced half an inch thick (1)
Broccoli cut into little pieces
Pepper Corns (1 tsp or more)
Vegetable Oil (1 tbsp)

Just put everythin
(fish,garlic,onions,vinegar,water,salt,pepper)in a casserole.
place in a medium fire and bring to boil.
reduce fire to low after boiling..
Put oil and pepper corns. also the Bell Pepper and Broccoli.
Wait about 7-10mins in low fire then serve.

Best Served with Fried Rice..

"Every Cigarette you smoke reduces your life by 5 mins.
Sex increases life by 10 mins.So the basic theme of the
equation is... A HORNY SMOKER NEVER DIES.."