Feb 14.
dating with FRIENDS.

Izzey asked me a favor if i'd be able to
host a lunch date since all of us are dateLESS on that day.
So Had to wake up early to buy fresh
meat and veggies.. i was plannin to put up a simple
lunch.. just stewed lamb meat, salad w/ mustard base-vinegrat,
steamed fish and potatoes.
and for dessert a strawberry with vanilla ice cream
sprinkled with semi-sweet chocolat.

After lunch, we stayed for a couple of hours chatting
and watching some reruns and news on TV.
All of us have Flip roots so we talked mostly about
what's going on in the Philippines.
After feeling our butt a bit hurting we all agreed to
go clubbing later on.

Supposedly my Valentines Gift for myself was to find
and sleep with a girl that night. i did met a fine
French woman back at the club but I didnt feel
like having someone over, so yeah i went home and ALONE/BY MYSELF.

oh well...

but will be calling her in a day or so... SOON. hehehe!

Feb 15.
FLIP EMO-lution.

How People and Politicians are reacting to what had happened
at ULTRA. instead of pointing who to blame, why not just
work things out hand-in-hand media/politicians/filipinos
to resolve everything out. make that as a "Lesson Learned".
As expected it wouldnt turn out that way anyways.
and what was PGMA thinking when she gave her so-called
"personal/emotional opinion" over the air?
same with Usec Marius Corpus
which he did TWICE. Hey, can you smell it? How Fishy it Stinks
on what they're trying to do?
and with the investigation that the DOJ is doing how can
one assure that there's no INFLUENCE after those
EMO thing with PGMA?
DO you think it would be alteast fair enough to
create an independent probe to do that?

Without a doubt.

You see...the PGMA Administration just want to put down
the company (ABS CBN) for HER OWN DAMN GOOD.
by which she is doing all laid down on the table,

OBVIOUSLY without a doubt.

its so OMFG, what kind of advisers does she have right now?
Well anyways if majority of the Filipino people would really focus
on the issue and really get into it and analyze more. i hope they would be
enlightened of the Ultimate Crap Show Politicians are putting up.

after the show,
Do you think they deserve a standing ovation?
or a standing finger right in the middle?

if only.

IF you only knew how many politicians got a handful of
people's TAXES just for taking sides with the administration
and bigger for those they were able to turn against
the Oppositions vote and with that,

 the impeachment went down the drain.
It was real easy during that time to take advantage of
the administration for the politicians. wanting to smell good
for the President.
 hell, you can get a budget of 10M out from a supposedly "for the people"
PROJECTS. and that budget is just for a MONTH ALONE.
DBM instantly approves the budget no questions asked.. papers even
sent thru FAX only! cool! but real SAD. poor TAXPAYERS!
 
oh yeah, and do you know 10M is friggin small compared to
others? if you only knew.. if only.

High as it gets

Mayor Eusebio? what is going through your head? FLIES?
So eager to demolish the Drug Den found right at the
back of your City Hall? arent you ASHAMED that for
the last fucking 2 years you're denying of any
knowledge about what's going on in your OWN BACKYARD?

what are you? in an asylum so confined that you wouldnt
know what on earth is going on? or so confined with
how much percent you're getting into that thriving business?

I dont know much about legality but dont you think
if the Mayor or anybody who wants to put down and demolish
the whole place that is currently under investigation, one should
get like a court order from a judge to be able to clout any hammer
or even go inside?
it is within Police supervision and is again under INVESTIGATION.

Undefined Messages.

Girls from my past sent me messages still.

This girl got this quote from Robert Sexton.
"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away and all the things
i want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence I can only hope
my eyes will speak my heart".

This one i got day before Valentines.
"too bad i asked for more when all i can have is a friend...
too bad i gave my heart when all that is needed was my hand..
too bad i fell for someone i can never have..
someone who is willing to give me all but not the love."

and she even sent me a quote from Brokeback Mt. which i find really
WEIRD. "I wish i knew how to quit you."

another simply sent me these post Valentine words "i love you".
in which i never replied.

well, i never did to all of them.

even an invitation to go BORA this summer.
"how the hell can i get there?"