*this week*

oscar's day:

i don't know if i got the exact line but it did
sound like this..."women(referring to artists),
 who can barely afford to buy a gown to cover
their breasts..-jon stewart 78th academy awards"
well atleast this guy made me laugh.

and not to miss the ladies...

first off..her..oh..wait..did my jaws fell off?

all i wanted was to uhmm..dance with you jessica. hahaha!

i remember having a major crush on uma thurman.. i think i was in middle
school? wait..but i can remember her role as an uhmm this chick who
fell inlove with this football jock..something like that.a highschool
role thing she had back then..or was it college..

"puppy crush"...if there's such a word.

*yesterday's today.*

i wasn't feeling too well AGAIN. something inside really
is making me HELL. the day before i had a few runs. i thought it
might help me feel good... but instead, it drained
everything that i had that day.

so here i was today.. woke up early 7am. still feeling
all icky, i didnt feel like eating eventhough my
stomach's a bit crumbling inside.. so i just made myself
some blueberry tea right after i took a bath. the bath i again
presume would make me feel a bit in ease.. again seems like
nothing happened. got a fone call. my uncle's in the country.
and yes somewhere near my place.. well.. over an hour near actually.
he wanted to talk.. as usual its all about business.
so yeah, most people would think.. if ever one would be
able to set foot in Italy, that would be when one wants to
have a very stupendous  and relaxing vacation.. WELL,not my
uncle. he's so buried deep with his work..we all say its his THING.
and seems like nothing can stop him from doing what he
does best.. running his business.
as usual.. he will send someone over to pick me up...
about an hour and a half later a car drove over the front,
guessing that would be them.. i made myself another tea
before hopping into the car.

...new driver (unc's drivers gives me bullet rides),
same bodyguard. hey Julz, good your in town.
how's everything? get enough sleep?i bet none.
Julz has been with my uncle for...
i dont know how many effin years already.

Julz doesnt say much... THE TYPICAL "close-in" guard.
few words spoken.. "only those he know of". ok so
what's the fuss talking to this man.
just 3 blocks away i told the driver to stop a bit coz
i needed to buy a magazine.. yes one of my "long list"
guilty pleasures.. its quite a long ride so might as well
bring along something i could fumble my fingers in to.

back in the car as i was sipping my tea and scanning
 through the latest car mag that i was able to get..
my eyes started to draw tears and my
head starts to swivel... oh.. just some same old symptoms
that's telling me that "I NEED TO STOP" what i'm currently
doing at the moment. (see how redundant i could get?)

and so yes i recalled.. after i woke up this morning i already felt
my eyes feeling like its drying quickly..and in a sec later
it'll be filled with unwanted tears. yeah, i was all TEARY-EYED
for no reason of any emotional attachment at ALL.

(oh..the redundancy again..swallow me for crying out loud!!!)

just 13mins past 11,we arrived to the place where my unc is staying.
i stayed there for an hour more but less than two. my
unc also noticed that i wasnt feeling well so he sends me
home. but before that, business talk was no escape
so he told me a couple of things he wanted to do and
asking for a "FREE" opinion.
YES FROM ME! well he does that a lot whenever im near as
possible. Young minds does impress him. but that time
my head wasnt just turning the right way. good thing he
didnt push it that far. since i was already complaining
that i was feeling a bit cold.. like..im sweating cold.
dead cold. actually he did quite asked a couple of times
if i was okay.

so here i am stuck in my pc again.. just thinking insanely.

well..what the heck.
 

*last week*
Last Hyper friday... had fun in the club.. dancing all
night long. and yes none of us got drunk and safely went
home past 4am.

-

I, absolutely is getting into deep with this PBBCE that i
had to call my cousins to let me hear and watch whats going
on..