
and this is what you call NORMALCY
`to prove your self worth
but has been prejudged
given not the chance
to fight the
battle which has
never begun..
...the fact,
that every single you
is not what they think
of being you.
so much for the "existence".`
and as they please...
most of my life i have been pleasing
almost all the people around me.
- as a son i have to please my parents
- as a friend i have to please my friends
- as a worker i have to please my co-workers
- as a student i have to please everyone
- as a relative i have to the whole family
...and the list goes on.
have i please myself? have i been good to me?
maybe yes or maybe not.
tried to live it... tried to be happy.
does it have to be repaid by a single night
of sheer horrid loneliness or or hours of
un-emptying twinge and sadness.
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"my life could draw oh so much hate
but id rather spend it painting
with few blissful memories."
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ok here's a special shoutout...to:
Ma. Ana! (nyahahahah)
(ill collect the payment soon this aint free)