someone asked me this...

"Luke, how do you let go
of someone you wished
you'd be with forever?"

i was in the "hala" (is a common
expression of flips w/ a matching
temporary facial shockness) state for
a couple of sec there..

oh hey, im 23? how do you expect me
to respond on that? wait...ok lets
just say that this person was someone
who was part of my "special" past
and "friendly" present.

for me its really not about letting go.
letting go is just too huge for me, i mean
can you put away something that is part
of you and made you who you are?

and again,

Its really NOT about letting go..

it is about ACCEPTANCE.

if you will learn how to accept the
present facts given to you now, then
it wouldnt be that much of a problem.

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i am lost between the sound of
real and unreal in the world with handful
of dreamers trying to make it real in
something factually unreal.

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and i do so...:

-listen to house mixes all day
-run for an hour and a half
-play with my dogs
-feed myself and my dogs
-watch tv and eventually sleep afterwards
-still coughing and is coughing

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and my mind plays a lot of thoughtful ideas,
you'll never know...you'll never know...

 

 

It took a lot of courage, a lot of wisdom and a whole lot of prayers. And someone wouldn't done it without knowing and praying for better days to come. The one good thing about it is that you learn. You learn what real loving is about. You learn how not to give so much that you may end up wanting. You learn that you are a person, full and complete, even without that someone. You learn not to hurt others because you've been hurt. You learn that not everything is for you, that there are things that you can't do and there are things that you shouldn't do. And you learn to LET GO.

hey..i dunno if u know meh.
juz another forumer..
well, i like ur blog,particularly dis one..
i can easily identify with dis..
Letting go of somebody? even if you love the person?
Obviously,there are things that should be prioritized before love.. like family, religion,studies..
oh endless list! depending on you actually..
Of course, the state of mind, and emotional stability, and maturity also contribute to one's decisions..
However, if u're really meant 2 be 2geder, God will provide you ways and means to capture the love you once let go..
and if it cams bak,, dont you dare lose it agen..;)